tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1807457021057737184.post140869209350768922..comments2023-03-24T08:46:34.044-04:00Comments on My Life-- filled with Sweetness x 3: Hope renewed....maybe?Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1807457021057737184.post-60615811851708579582011-01-14T20:44:02.939-05:002011-01-14T20:44:02.939-05:00I've been struggling with words and what to sa...I've been struggling with words and what to say to make you feel better. We got close to adopting our great niece and it was tough when it didn't work out. It's heartbreaking and there isn't much people can say that helps, is there?<br /><br />I hope your last cycle is YOUR cycle girl. I'm praying for you so much. <br /><br />Sending lots of hugs and prayerstwondrahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13833003369303408718noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1807457021057737184.post-82316609068655167972011-01-13T12:54:00.374-05:002011-01-13T12:54:00.374-05:00I have never walked in your shoes, and I wish like...I have never walked in your shoes, and I wish like anything I could give you your heart's desire! I have had my share of other hardships in this life and one phrase has always gotten me through...<br /><br />Hold on, sweet friend, hold on.<br /><br />He's not finished yet, as my mom has told me countless times in my life. Some of my favorite mentors are those who have walked roads I cannot imagine and come out on the other side of the fire more beautiful, more refined, more strong than they could have ever imagined.<br /><br />Hold on, sweet friend, hold on.<br /><br />We send our love.k.marthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10518397155978296283noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1807457021057737184.post-12772591678149493462011-01-12T18:58:19.064-05:002011-01-12T18:58:19.064-05:00Heather-I follow your blog everyday and you are in...Heather-I follow your blog everyday and you are in my prayers everyday. I too, am struggling with not only failed fertility treatments (just got my 11th failed IUI today, 1 failed IVF) I am struggling with what I thought was a solid belief in God, Jesus........ I attended christian high school, christian college.. I "saved" myself and remained abstinent until I met the man of my dreams. Unfortunately that didn't happen until age 34. I am now premenopausal at 36yrs old and have diminshed ovarian reserve. I can't help but think if I would've just "slept" around I could've had children instead of "wasting" my reproductive years. I did what I thought was right in God's eyes. I am absolutely heartbroken and torn for the first time in my life in what I believe. I sit back and watch as people live as far from God as they possibly can and have a child only to throw it in a garbage dumpster. Why does God bless a women with a child only to kill it?? Why does He not bless you and DH?? I feel angry and I hate feeling this way. The one thing that is getting me by is what my mother keeps repeating, "HE knows what HE is doing?" Really?? Because it doesn't feel that way?? PLEASE know you are not alone, I know you don't know me, but you and DH are in my thoughts everyday. As I read your blog you give me and I am sure soooo many others strength!!! Your new plan sounds great and I will be throwing TONS of BABYDUST your way!!! I would post my name but I don't understand blogstuff much. If you'd like my email is: barbiedoll7974@yahoo.com <br />TAKE CARE!!!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com