On egg shells.....

Hey girls! Well I am still waiting on the Lord, because I have taken an HPT everyday since last Wednesday, and they are all BFN!!!!! I am getting really scared that this did not work. I mean how can you put in two perfect embryos and nothing happen??? I honestly don't think I really prepared myself for it NOT working....and I am now trying to bring myself to this very real possibility. I feel so scared, depressed, angry, and hopeful all at the same time.

I wanted/want these babies so badly, my heart hurts to think that they left me. Sweetness sill feels sure that the test will turn positive tomorrow or the next day, but I have been reading all these IVF blogs and everyone that got a BFP got it on like day 7 or 8 after transfer. Tomorrow (Sunday) is my Day 8, and I am still believing God for my miracle.

Please pray for me, as I struggle to keep positive and desperately hope against hope that our sweet babies are still here in me. Love you guys......