Wednesday, November 24, 2010

I'm worried....

I am so worried I have hurt the babies..... this is why.

This morning about 5am- my dog Baxter woke me up as he was wretching to throw up- he vomits quite a bit- so I am used to hearing that awful sound. So I throw the covers back and jump up and pick him up while he is wretching to put him on the bathroom floor- to SAVE MY CARPETS!!! Well I succeeded in that- but then I felt some cramping down there and I was not even thinking about being pregnant- So now I am all worried about my embryos.

My dog is not small- he weighs about 50 pounds- but I picked him up and carried him while bent half over- I feel so awful- like such a bad mom. But when you are awoken from a dead sleep, most of us are not thinking too clearly.

So I keep praying that the Lord will protect these little bundles- gosh knows my heart aches to hold them someday. Hope you all have a great Thanksgiving tomorrow- I know I have SO MUCH to be thankful for!


  1. Aww sweetie. Sorry to hear about this. We have cats and I know all too well that wretched puking noise and the immediate thought of getting them to linoleum, away from carpet. I pray your babies are okay. You are NOT a bad momma. I will pray God protects all of you.

  2. Oh sweetie. I'm sorry. I can tell you, though, one time after an IUI and I just knew I was pregnnat, I ended up carrying Eddie because he was having trouble walking. I thought the same thing as you...thought for sure I hurt my baby. I even called my midwife crying and she told me it impossible that that would cause me to lose my baby. She kept repeating it and reassuring me and she's always honest with me so I believe her.

    Hang in there hon! Always here for you if you need to talk. (((HUGS)))