Saturday, February 13, 2010

A weekend to Remember

Well not too much has been going on with Sweetness and I since i posted last. I have been working some really ungodly hours, and will truly be glad when this 5 week "module" is over, and I start teaching some easier classes.

But Sweetness and I just got home from a wonderful marriage conference at the Founder's Inn produced by Family Life, called "A Weekend to Remember." It has been so fun to just get away with my Sweetness and learn God's ideal of marriage, and that they little things we argue about sometimes, really every married couple disagrees about. The speaker is hilarious, and we really laughed our selves silly!

On a good note, we are supossed to get a huge tax return back, and we will be able to completely pay off the loan we took out to do IVF. So hopefully maybe by this summer we can try IVF again. That is our plan anyway.

Each day I have been taking my BBT now. It does not really change all that much, and it just sometimes feels that my body is betraying me. I don't know if we will ever have children, but I certainly hope that the Lord will heal this deep pain in our hearts. The longer it goes on, the more desperate you start to feel sometimes. But infertility does not define us, it is simply a part of who we are.

Sweetness gave me a dozen Confetti roses today (my favorite). So sweet of him. We are going to dinner with family tomorrow evening at PF Chang's so it should shape up to be a real nice Valentine's Weekend. Hope you all have a wonderful weekend filled with love also!!!

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