Hey girls! Well I am still waiting on the Lord, because I have taken an HPT everyday since last Wednesday, and they are all BFN!!!!! I am getting really scared that this did not work. I mean how can you put in two perfect embryos and nothing happen??? I honestly don't think I really prepared myself for it NOT working....and I am now trying to bring myself to this very real possibility. I feel so scared, depressed, angry, and hopeful all at the same time.
I wanted/want these babies so badly, my heart hurts to think that they left me. Sweetness sill feels sure that the test will turn positive tomorrow or the next day, but I have been reading all these IVF blogs and everyone that got a BFP got it on like day 7 or 8 after transfer. Tomorrow (Sunday) is my Day 8, and I am still believing God for my miracle.
Please pray for me, as I struggle to keep positive and desperately hope against hope that our sweet babies are still here in me. Love you guys......
Ellie Sue is 10.
6 years ago
Hoping you get a positive test tomorrow.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you both.
Suzanne
Babe didnt look too happy coming out of the bathroom this morning, so I knew that she had taken an ept. We both want this to happen, but I can understand why she has the stronger feelings. I feel like she should just wait until "the" test on Friday and trust in the Lord, but...once again I can understand where shes coming from. Im going to stay positive, because I just havent had that feeling that the Lord is telling me we cant have children at this time.
ReplyDeleteI know exactly how you feel! Just try not to stress and relax. I have to keep reminding myself that everything I am going through is part of God's plan...as tough as it may be! Praying for those precious ones!
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